26.11.2002 | 11:05 a.m.
falling,yes I am falling...

I'm reeling back into depression, I can feel it. I don't have anyone to talk to. I have nowhere to go. I've got nothing to do except sound like a freak in my online diary.

I'm lonelier than I have ever been.

Physically, and emotionally.

Confused about my feelings for a certain person.

Consumed with guilt because we take pride in the honesty - often brutal - that characterises our friendship.

Silence is the biggest lie of all.

Maybe he knows already; maybe he suspects.

He's just too nice to vocalise his doubts.

I watched Buffalo '66 again last night.

It made me sad with happiness.

I'm going to fail my Psych exam today.

deja vu? | jamais vu?