21.10.2002 | 6:53 p.m.
I hate thinking of these....

I finished the story I was working on. I only took 3 days to write it, and I only spent about an hour a day. It turned totally different from what I intended it to be. TOTALLY fucking different. I don't know if I like it or not yet. I like that it's stylistically different from anything I've ever written. It's all in the present tense, and that makes feel like a pretentious fuck. It's what I'm most comfortable writing in though. I'm just happy that I actually wrote . I created characters and gave them names and personalities and lives. That alone satisfies me.

I'm not going to post it here, but if anyone is interested in reading it, tell me .

That's all right now. I've had a long long day and I just got the worst e-mail ever. I'm going to cry in the bathroom now.

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