17.10.2002 | 8:36 p.m.
can you ever run out of words?

I really should be studying for my midterm tomorrow. Instead, I am in the computer lab at school, listening to The White Stripes, reading Chris's diary and feeling sad because I know how he feels.

I'm scared because I haven't written in so long. I'm scared because that urgency to write is still there - It just doesn't materialise anymore. I'm scared because I'm afraid of running out of ideas and thoughts and fluency. I'm scared because everything I write sounds contrived and plastic. I'm scared because this phase is lasting longer than it usually does.

Any suggestions,anyone?

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