04.08.2002 | 10:08 p.m.
what's the point?

I wish she'd understand. I wish she FUCKING understood how she made me feel. But no. It's all about what a bad daughter *I* am. It's all about how ungrateful *I* am. But DAMN,I don't want her help if she's going to make me feel this way all the time.

Go fucking adopt Anam. She's thin and pretty. That's all you ever wanted in a daughter.

I'm not going to make it through the night. I hurt too much.

deja vu? | jamais vu?